tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-32165714989300426042024-03-18T23:09:42.703-04:00Health Girl Gets HealthyMy Journey to a Healthier Life! Nutrition, Fitness and Mindfulness.Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.comBlogger107125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-18012386513842118312011-07-31T21:25:00.002-04:002011-07-31T21:25:35.317-04:00I needed thisFrom Momma Bombshell:<br />
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Thought of the Dey: So you've got some weight to lose. It doesn't mean you aren't pretty, smart, worthy, sexy, loveable, etc, etc, etc. ALL it means is that you've got some weight to lose! Get the emotion OUT of it and ATTACK it with everything you've got! Get excited for change, get strong, get OVER IT and GO!!!Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-26241083374727176072011-05-15T20:37:00.000-04:002011-05-15T20:37:50.919-04:00YOU ALONEFrom Erik Ledin of Lean Bodies Consulting:<br />
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"You alone can change dieting from being a painful thought, to that of a positive, rewarding one. Just as a sponge absorbs whatever is around it, so does your mind. From a negative attitude to unsuccessful past experiences, each contributes to how you think. And what you think, you become. Create your own mindset. Whether your attitude is positive or negative is up to you; not your friend, family or coach."<br />
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Nothing else I can to that!!Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-25061279642019086842011-05-09T06:45:00.000-04:002011-05-09T06:45:16.922-04:00Fitness Models for Breast Cancer AwarenessSaw this pic and thought:<br />
1. Hilarious<br />
2. Hot<br />
3. Glad they chose a good cause. <br />
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Thant being said, a friend posted this video up on facbeook and I thought it was awesome. <br />
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<iframe src="http://player.vimeo.com/video/22681802?title=0&byline=0&portrait=0" width="400" height="300" frameborder="0"></iframe><p><a href="http://vimeo.com/22681802">Rare Arnold Motivational Speech - Simplyshredded.com</a> from <a href="http://vimeo.com/user5281065">Allen</a> on <a href="http://vimeo.com">Vimeo</a>.</p><br />
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Schwarzenegger’s Six Rules for Success:<br />
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1. Trust yourself. Who do you want to be? (not what) Eliminate all distractions to listen to your heart and who YOU want to be. That means turn off the TV, the iPhone, the random chatter and sit still long enough for that voice to become loud. Listen to that voice no matter what others say.<br />
2. Break the rules. Not the law, but the “rules”. Those are the made up beliefs about how things are. Break all the limiting ideas about what is possible. Create a system to break the rules, like training every day, taking classes, learning what it would take to break the limits. Turn your perceived “weaknesses” into advantages.<br />
3. Don’t be afraid to fail. You can’t be paralyzed by fear of failure or you will never push yourself. You keep pushing because you believe in yourself and in your vision and you know that it is the right thing to do, and success will come. Some of his movies were “failures” but he kept on making more. In baseball, a 70% failure rate batting means you are worth MILLIONS a year!<br />
4. Don’t listen to the naysayers. How many times have you heard that you can’t do this and you can’t do that and it’s never been done before? His mother in law started Special Olympics 40 years ago. Everyone said they were handicapped, they can’t do anything, no one will watch it. Thank goodness she didn’t listen to them. They are now in 164 countries! Again, listen to your heart not the outside world.<br />
5. Work your butt off. To the question: "How many sit-ups do you do?"Mohammed Ali answered, "I don’t count my sit-ups. I only start counting when it starts hurting. When I feel pain, that’s when I start counting, because that’s when it really counts."<br />
6. It’s about giving back. Whatever path that you take in your lives, you must always find time to give something back, something back to your community, give something back to your state or to your country.Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-92077076930692243832011-04-17T11:22:00.000-04:002011-04-17T11:22:54.015-04:00VictorySo the PMS monster is full swing... well she was anyway. ;)<br />
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I woke up feeling cranky for no real reason at all. I just felt grumpy. So I got up drank a bunch of water, all the while wanting some kind of chocolate to soothe my grumpy self. I've been so mindful about my food this week that I immediately recognized something wasn't right. Now it seems obvious that nothing about diving head first into a vat of chocolate-y goodness is healthy <i>or</i> productive in losing weight. Yet, that was my desire. Give me SOMETHING that is chocolate. I drank a bunch of water hoping the craving would subside. Not this time.<br />
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Now I am in tune with myself enough to know that if there is something bad to eat in my house it will get eaten. I may resist for awhile, but in a weakened state I will consume. I am not to a place where I don't crave things. I hope that day will come, but I don't expect it for awhile. I had purchased some things to make a "treat" for myself. Thanks to <a href="http://chocolatecoveredkatie.com/">Chocolate-Covered Katie</a>, I found a decently <a href="http://chocolatecoveredkatie.com/2011/04/11/girl-scout-samoas-in-larabar-form/">healthy alternative to the evil girl scout cookies Samoas</a> !<br />
I don't call these things cheats. I'm not cheating. Its a planned treat. Something to calm the inner cry baby who has been fed sugar-laden foods for so long. I intend to make healthy alternative meals once a week so that I don't feel deprived. This keeps me on course without feeling deprivation that leads to a binge. Yeah, I said it. BINGE. I can eat healthy all week and blow it all in one night of crap foods- starting with dinner, followed by desert, drinks and after dinner drinks. The way I see it, a healthy flat bread or pita pizza with salad and a little Samoa cup is much better than a delivery pizza, pop or wine and then a whole box of Girl Scout Cookies. I can try to keep those portion sizes down but usually I feel like a deprived fiend by the time I place that kind of order.<br />
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On to my victory.. While in California at <a href="http://deerparkmonastery.org/">Deer Park Monastery</a>, I put <a href="http://www.savorthebook.com/">Mindful Eating</a> into practice more effectively. I was in a place where there was no hurry to get anywhere and I was surrounded by others who were eating mindfully, too. I also had to let go of any neurosis I had about what to eat. I ate what the nuns prepared. There were choices at each meal, but it was vegan and my fallbacks- protein powder and egg whites weren't on the menu. I enjoyed oatmeal with a variety of "fixins" each morning for breakfast. And it was divine! I let go of my paranoia that I would get huge from carbs and fats. I was thankful for the meal and I enjoyed each and every bite. <br />
Today I called upon those experiences and my commitment to following a healthy eating plan. I made up my oatmeal (without having done a workout prior- *gasp*) and added all sorts of scrumptious ingredients to soothe the PMS Monster. Craisins, shredded coconut, sunflower seeds, slivered almonds, 14 chocolate chips, and one packet of <a href="http://www.justinsnutbutter.com/products.php">Justin's Almond Butter</a>. Each thing was in a small portion and my calories are still in line. This was the perfect solution to the clamoring within. I ate slowly, enjoyed each bite, and I am satisfied.<br />
They key lesson I learned about eating while I was in California was that <b>slow and mindful eating led to much more satisfaction.</b> I honestly did not feel like I lacked for food or felt any cravings. It was such a beautiful thing to not be so focused on food and my feelings. I was able to be reflective rather than longing for something or battling some craving or planning and stressing over meals and timing. I let go and in that letting go I arrived at a deeper level of acceptance and peace. I feel much more ABLE. I am able to approach my eating in a different way. As I became aware today, the cravings didn't magically disappear (darn!) but I have tools and skills to handle them in a healthier way. I could have had plain oatmeal with egg whites and still had cravings to battle the rest of the day. Or worse, I could have had the brownies my mom made (much to my dismay). Instead, I let go of the rules a bit to find an alternative that was healthier mentally and physically.<br />
I am victorious! And I am at peace. I have no guilt eating carbs without working out first. It would have been wiser perhaps from a micro point of view, but in the overall picture- I did the right thing and I feel so good about that.<br />
For anyone that struggles with eating issues, it is a hard thing to get handle on. Mindful eating in a fast paced, rat race world is hard! But I promise that with some attention and dedication to trying it, the results will come. I'm not saying anyone will lose x amount of weight, but I can say that the satisfaction that is felt and the reduced stress over food will make a HUGE difference in the long term. I have struggled with meal compliance for .... ever? This week was so much easier than it has EVER been. Really and truly.<br />
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Until next time....<br />
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Peace and Balance My Friends!Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-12971347323734034422011-03-29T15:52:00.000-04:002011-03-29T15:52:46.437-04:00Fitness Model??So I had the pleasure of cheering Stef on at her first Figure Competition and taking some photos for her transformation challenge and some fun fitness stuff. I think she's a fitness model in the making. ;) Gorgeous smile!<br />
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Congrats on a job well done Stef! Your hard work and determination paid off!Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-10787017521722941132011-03-28T12:10:00.001-04:002011-03-28T12:10:21.534-04:00The GapLove this! Definitely working on The Gap for fitness AND my photography gig<br />
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http://alwyncosgrove.com/2011/03/the-gap/Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-50190613572072464622011-03-23T21:07:00.000-04:002011-03-23T21:07:08.924-04:00This has made me feel better about myself lately... I wonder why I struggle so much with that...<br />
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Do you ever feel like a plastic bag,<br />
drifting through the wind<br />
wanting to start again?<br />
Do you ever feel, feel so paper thin<br />
like a house of cards,<br />
one blow from caving in?<br />
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Do you ever feel already buried deep?<br />
6 feet under screams but no one seems to hear a thing<br />
Do you know that there's still a chance for you<br />
'Cause there's a spark in you<br />
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You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine<br />
Just own the night like the 4th of July<br />
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'Cause baby you're a firework<br />
Come on, show 'em what you're worth<br />
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"<br />
As you shoot across the sky-y-y<br />
<br />
Baby, you're a firework<br />
Come on, let your colors burst<br />
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"<br />
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe<br />
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You don't have to feel like a waste of space<br />
You're original, cannot be replaced<br />
If you only knew what the future holds<br />
After a hurricane comes a rainbow<br />
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Maybe your reason why all the doors are closed<br />
So you could open one that leads you to the perfect road<br />
Like a lightning bolt, your heart will glow<br />
And when it's time, you'll know<br />
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You just gotta ignite, the light, and let it shine<br />
Just own the night like the 4th of July<br />
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'Cause baby you're a firework<br />
Come on, show 'em what you're worth<br />
Make 'em go "Oh, oh, oh"<br />
As you shoot across the sky-y-y<br />
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Baby, you're a firework<br />
Come on, let your colors burst<br />
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"<br />
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe<br />
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Boom, boom, boom<br />
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon<br />
It's always been inside of you, you, you<br />
And now it's time to let it through-ough-ough<br />
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'Cause baby you're a firework<br />
Come on, show 'em what you're worth<br />
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"<br />
As you shoot across the sky-y-y<br />
<br />
Baby, you're a firework<br />
Come on, let your colors burst<br />
Make 'em go "Oh, Oh, Oh"<br />
You're gonna leave 'em all in awe, awe, awe<br />
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Boom, boom, boom<br />
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moon<br />
Boom, boom, boom<br />
Even brighter than the moon, moon, moonHealthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-37555263984027903482011-03-06T20:25:00.000-05:002011-03-06T20:25:47.291-05:00Back from the ArnoldI'm back from the Arnold and I've done all the picture editing I'm going to do for now. I took about 1,000 pictures!<br />
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I had a wonderful time meeting up with the Divas. I wish we had more hangout time. I was busy being photographer and didn't get as much quality time. Boo. It was still great to meet everyone new and see some familiar faces too. :)<br />
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I realized a few things. First- I MUST get the fat girl mentality out of my head. If I see myself as the fact chic then fat chic I will stay. No more of that. Second- my passion really is photography. I'm scared of failing. People say I have talent. I might agree I have talent, but my skill set is lacking. I figure things out on the fly. I have adjusted and learned some things, but major understanding of the craft? Not where I'd like it to be and definitely not a Pro level.<br />
I need to readjust my mindset on things. I am going to be working hard on developing my skills and techniques for my photography. I am also going to push myself nutritionally. Close isn't going to cut it. I need to really stay focused and nourish my body.<br />
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For anyone who doesn't have me friended on Facebook and wants to see pictures from the Arnold, you can go to <a href="http://www.bellavphotos.com/Competitions/Arnold-2011/16061312_WhVAU#1205416193_cxzyn">BellaVitaPhotography</a> and see them. I still have more to add but for now I have 58 pictures up.<br />
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For now here are a few:<br />
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The Stunning Tara Green (Figure B)</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="http://www.bellavphotos.com/Competitions/Arnold-2011/Tara-01/1205953520_Hfr5f-L.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" height="320" src="http://www.bellavphotos.com/Competitions/Arnold-2011/Tara-01/1205953520_Hfr5f-L.jpg" width="256" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">and</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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<blockquote>The Phoenix is a Chinese mythological bird that lives for 1,000 years. It is a symbol of opportunity, opulence, and immortality. It is also a symbol of resurrection. For at the end of its 1,000 year life cycle – it builds its own burning funeral pyre and sacrifices itself. The Phoenix is burned to ashes in the fiery flames. But out of ashes arises a new, brilliant incarnation. The newly resurrected bird is then free to fly away for a fresh 1,000 year life cycle.<br />
There are several things I like about this legend that I think we can all learn from:<br />
1) The Phoenix recognizes when its current incarnation is up. It doesn’t fight to remain the bird it is, resisting the change ahead. No. It openly, happily and in full willingness builds its own pyre to start the transformation process<br />
2) The Phoenix commits itself fully to the fire. It doesn’t hop in, say “Damn it’s hot!” and then fly back out deformed and on fire. It gives itself fully to the process, trusting that its current incarnation is complete. It trusts itself to the process of being reduced to ashes in order to start fresh<br />
3) From the ashes, from the most basic state of itself, but still from the core parts of itself – it rises again as a new and beautiful bird<br />
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</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"> I am done jumping out of the fire when it gets to hot. I've had to weather some tough heat and pressure so far during this journey. Eating S-L-O-W-L-Y is hard when you are used to inhaling your food. Not making lots of physical progress is hard when you do your best to be compliant on your program. Really, I am just building on a foundation. Layer after layer, strong and positive habits are being built while the old, useless ones crumble away. </div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><br />
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I have really been thinking about the "All or Nothing" mindset that I have had in the past. I am working hard to shatter those thought patterns. Not just in Lean Eating, but in all areas in my life. All or nothing thinking is a symptom of Perfectionism. Perfectionism is definitely something I suffer from. All or nothing, do more, be better, HAVE TO, SHOULD... These are the thoughts and words that drive me. I should do X, Y, Z. I have to do A,B,C. I should be better, I need to do more ____. I feel all this external pressure... yet really I think that pressure comes from within! Sure there are definitely outside pressures, but ultimately the driving force is internal. The <b>FEAR</b> of rejection, of being judged as unworthy, of being found unacceptable is what keeps me in the cycle. <b><i>WHAT IF I'M NOT GOOD ENOUGH??? I MUST BE PERFECT. If I am not perfect, then I am a failure. </i><i>No one will accept me. </i></b><br />
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These thoughts are something we'd hate to hear from a child or even a dear friend, yet we say them to ourselves in some form. Trying to be perfect and failing at that task is stressful. We can become anxious or depressed. I know I personally have experienced this. <br />
Until these lessons came about I don't think I realized how deep I've been in the cycle. My standards for myself are unrealistic. The first time I had to say "No" I didn't properly do my habit, I almost freaked out. I thought about lying and saying I did. I didn't want to admit I "failed". But checking no and acknowledging that I was still "pretty good" was actually a relief. I knew I could try again the next day and Krista wasn't going to send me an email that said "YOU SUCK. YOU FAIL!" <img alt="" border="0" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.precisionnutrition.com/members/images/smilies/msn/tongue.gif" title="Tongue" /> I think somewhere I was judged unfairly and maybe some unfair expectations were set. (Actually I know this to be true). So now, part of my journey is to work on ACCEPTING MYSELF. I am pretty good- and that is just fine! I will always try to be the best I can be, but I can't be perfect. No such thing exists! I can only be me- and I can only do my best. I also accept that not being perfect doesn't mean go to the other end of the line and be lazy. <img alt="" border="0" class="inlineimg" src="http://www.precisionnutrition.com/members/images/smilies/msn/wink.gif" title="Wink" /><br />
</blockquote><blockquote>I also put together a list of quotes to help keep me focused on my new belief system- the one that eliminates the word perfect from my vocabulary.</blockquote><br />
“Perfectionism may be the ultimate self-defeating behavior. It turns people into slaves of success—but keeps them focused on failure.” --Hara Estroff Marano<br />
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“Striving for excellence motivates you; striving for perfection is demoralizing.” – Harriet Braiker<br />
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“The pursuit of perfection often impedes improvement.”—George F. Will<br />
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“Excellence is the gradual result of always striving to do better.” –Pat Riley<br />
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“I am careful not to confuse excellence with perfection. Excellence, I can reach for; perfection is God's business.” –Michael J. Fox<br />
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“Excellence is not a skill. It is an attitude.” –Ralph Marston <br />
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“We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit.” --Aristotle<br />
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“Aim for success, not perfection. Never give up your right to be wrong, because then you will lose the ability to learn new things and move forward with your life.” –Dr. David M. Burns<br />
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“One of the most essential things you need to do for yourself is to choose a goal that is important to you. Perfection does not exist; you can always do better and you can always grow.” –Les Brown<br />
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So from here forward I am doing my best to strive for excellence, not perfection. I am also on the lookout for "All or Nothing" thought patterns that permeate my day.Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-4040580467176572162011-01-31T00:18:00.001-05:002011-01-31T00:18:49.612-05:00And what did I just do??I signed up for the Warrior Dash!!<br />
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The <a href="http://warriordash.com/">Warrior Dash</a> is 3 mile run filled with 14 obstacles! <br />
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Wind tunnels, planks, walls, junkyards, mud, fire.... and crazy costumes, fun people, oh.. and beer. LOL<br />
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I have 125 days until the race. I can't wait! I'm on Week 5 of my C25K program. After I complete round one I will look at bridging to a 10K. That and all the strength training I am doing should get me decently prepared. I hope. :)<br />
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Here's what to look forward to...<br />
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Yeah.... I can't wait!Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-83695238934603817472011-01-29T00:20:00.000-05:002011-01-29T00:20:13.099-05:00Brene Brown: The power of vulnerability | Video on TED.comAmazing... if you need a little help... if you are wondering about your feelings or how to change or why you haven't changed.. 20 minutes for a little eye opening ;)<br /><br /><a href="http://www.ted.com/talks/brene_brown_on_vulnerability.html">Brene Brown: The power of vulnerability | Video on TED.com</a>Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-9861476697775217552011-01-16T10:54:00.000-05:002011-01-16T10:54:01.422-05:00Precision Nutrition, Fish Oils and What's Next?So I haven't done so well at the Blog once a week thing.... oops. Well I am aiming to correct that. We added a new puppy into our lives so the little cutie has been taking A LOT of extra time. That's the only real reason I have for being a bad blogger.<br />
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So if you've been a longer follower of my blog, you've read about my struggle with hormones. Krista Scott-Dixon from Precision Nutrition responded to a member's question about weight gain and HBC this way-<br />
<blockquote>Estradiol alone will have different effects than estrogen-progesterone formulations, and synthetic hormone analogues will have different effects than formulations that are more like your own natural hormones.<br />
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I've been on and off various hormone formulations and even as an LE coach I'll tell you -- it DOES affect both weight gain (primarily where your body seems to store any excess) and your appetite... but in different ways. <br />
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For instance, estradiol alone actually often suppresses appetite. Progestins, on the other hand, stimulate it. (And how.) Going OFF natural estradiol always makes me retain about 5 lb water... but going ON synthetic progestins did the same.<br />
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Your underlying hormonal makeup will also affect what you experience. If you are on hormones because your own hormones are low, that will be a different experience than being on hormones with already-normal (or even high) hormone levels.<br />
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Bottom line is that <b>you must stay aware of what you are experiencing, take responsibility for what you can control, and tailor your <u>behaviour</u> accordingly to the best of your ability</b>. <br />
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You may have to swim upstream a little harder; you may have to fight some stronger impulses; you may find that at times it seems like your body is possessed... but nobody's body defies the laws of thermodynamics (aka energy in vs energy out) forever.</blockquote><br />
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So it certainly helps me feel like someone really knows at least part of what is happening. The people at Precision Nutrition (PN) are amazing. The amount of knowledge and experience they have collectively is amazing. There is no doubt I am in good hands there. I love that she acknowledged that sometimes it feels like you are possessed. There are times where I have felt like I was having an out of body experience. LOL The cravings were insane and I felt powerless to stop them. I also like the point she makes about swimming upstream a little harder. It may not seem fair -when is life really fair?- but I can make this work. I just have to work harder. Someone else might be able to do things easier but for me and my situation it requires whatever it requires. I am following my program and coaches exactly as they say. I've tried so many other people's way, my way, a combination of about 10 different ways at once. I love that PN is recognized for the research, the stability, the success rate and the sane approach to lasting health. I know that if I give it up- trust them- that they will get me to where I want to be. It won't happen in 3 months, but in a year's time I will have finally developed the proper habits and coping skills to see success. For the first time I am embarking a weight loss journey and haven't felt anxious. I feel hopeful and ready to make the lasting changes.<br />
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Another thing I wanted to blog about was Fish Oil. I'll preface it by saying I am still working on the liquid- going down the hatch. Capsules I do better with for sure. But really I wasn't aware at just how important fish oil was- what the real benefits were. I just thought that flax and other oils were good enough. Not as much! (Algae oil can be used. The fish process the algae and ultimately that's where you get the benefits from). Check this out!<br />
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<h3>Top 10 Reasons EFA's are Essential</h3><span class="author">by Charles Poliquin</span> <ol><li><strong>Fish oils, rich in the Omega-3 fatty acids may help prevent depression, stabilize the moods of maniac-depressives, and alleviate symptoms of schizophrenia.?</strong><br />
<em>University of California's Johnsson Cancer Center, Los Angeles, CA health.com</em><br />
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<li><strong>Fish oil is one of the few substances known to lower concentrations of triglycerides (fatty substances) that pose a cardiovascular risk, in the blood.?</strong><em><br />
J Raloff Science News</em><br />
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<li><strong>Increasing the amount of Omega-3 fatty acids has direct effects on serotonin levels.</strong><br />
<em>Andrew Stoll M.D.1999 Archives of General Psychiatry</em><br />
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<li><strong>Fish oils, eicosapentaenoic acid (EPA) and docosahexaenoic acid (DHA) help prevent heart disease, depression, and cancer.?</strong><br />
<em>Hans R. Larsen, Msc chE "Fish Oils: The Essential Nutrients" International Health News</em><br />
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<li><strong>Research has shown that supplementation with fish oils can markedly reduce interlukin-1beta production and results in a significant reduction in morning stiffness and the number of painful joints in rheumatoid arthritis patients.?</strong><br />
<em>Darlington, L Gail and Stone, Trevor W. Antioxidants and fatty acids in the amelioration of rheumatoid arthritis and related disorders. British Journal of Nutrition, Vol. 85, March 2001, pp.251-69. Oilofpisces.com</em><br />
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<li><strong>Several clinical trials have concluded that eating fish regularly or supplementing with fish oils can reduce the risk of sudden cardiac death by as much as 50%.</strong><br />
<em>Bigger,J. Thomas and El-Sherif, Tarek. Polyunsaturated fatty acids and cardiovascular events: a fish tale. Circulation, Vol.103, February 6, 2001, pp623-25 (editorial). Oilofpisces.com</em><br />
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<li><strong>Researchers at Mayo Clinic report that supplementation with fish oils, EPA and DHA is highly effective in slowing down the progression of IgA nephropathy, a common kidney disease.</strong><br />
<em>Donadio, James V.,et al. A controlled trial of fish oil in IgA nephropathy. New England Journal of Medicine, Vol 331 November 3, 1994, pp1194-99?Van Ypersele de Strihou, Charles. Fish oil for IgA nephropathy? New England Journal of Medicine, Vol 331, November 3, 1994, pp 1227-29 (editorial). Oilofpisces.com</em><br />
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<li><strong>Epidemiological studies have shown that populations with a high intake of fish oils have a lower incidence of inflammatory diseases such as asthma.</strong><br />
<em>Dry J. and Vincent D. Effect of a Fish oil diet on asthma: results of a 1-year double bind study. Int Arch Allerguy Appl Immurol, Vol.95, 1991,pp.156-57. Oilofpisces.com</em><br />
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<li><strong>Researchers at The University of Tromso now report that fish oil supplementation lowers blood pressure significantly in people with hypertension and has no effect on glucose control even in people with mid diabetes.</strong><br />
<em>Toft, Ingrid, et al. Effects of n-3 polyunsaturated fatty acids on glucose homeostasis and blood pressure in essential hypertension. Annals of Internal Medicine, Vol 123, No 12, December 15, 1995, pp 911-18. Connor, William E. Diabetes, fish oil, and vascular disease. Annals of Internal Medicine, Vol 123, No 12, December 15, 1995, pp950-52. Oilofpisces.com.</em><br />
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<li><strong>Medical researchers in New Zealand provide convincing evidence that an increased consumption of fish oils helps reduce the risk of developing prostate cancer.?</strong><br />
<em>Norrish, A,E, et al. Prostate cancer risk and consumption of fish oils: A dietary biomaker-based case-control study. British Journal of Cancer, Vol. 81, No.7, December 1999, pp.1238-42" </em></li>
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Now those are just the top ten reasons in general health. What about for fat loss?<br />
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<ol><li>They turn <b>OFF fat storing</b> mechanisms in the body</li>
<li>They turn ON fat burning mechanisms in the body They surround every cell of the body with the best fat possible and thus helps you burn fat</li>
<li><i><b>With lots of omega-3s, muscle cells become more sensitive to insulin, while fat cells decrease. This may mean that the body can divert more nutrients to muscle tissue.</b></i></li>
<li>Finally, DHA and EPA can increase metabolism by increasing levels of enzymes that boost calorie-burning ability.</li>
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I'm learning so much lately and will continue to share.<br />
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My next blog entry will talk about Vitamin D. I have first hand experience in the deficiency department and I am looking forward to test results after being on therapeutic doses.Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-42275013695219192852011-01-02T23:17:00.000-05:002011-01-02T23:17:22.411-05:00Great Day! Did someone say Mac & Cheese?Today was a good day. Make that a GREAT day.<br />
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I got up and did my C25K program, had a green monster shake and then went off on my first ever trip to Whole Foods. OMG! I'm in love! I wish it was closer. Its about an hour away, but I think I may make it a once a month destination. Great atmosphere, it appears to be decent pricing, lots of organics, and everything a healthy girl could want! :D<br />
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I was so excited to make a couple of new recipes that I got from <a href="http://ohsheglows.com/">Oh She Glows</a>. If you haven't been to her site, click the link ASAP! First I got distracted by making my own almond butter. I was able to grind my own at Whole Foods, so then I decided to come home and make more. After making some cocao almond butter I set off to make <a href="http://ohsheglows.com/2010/11/23/vegan-mac-n-cheese/">Vegan Mac & Cheese</a> . I modified the recipe based on what I had on hand. First, it calls for cashews and I only had almonds. I forgot to pick them up at Whole Foods. *doh* They worked great but I highly recommend having a full size food processor. My tiny one made for a lot of extra work and I don't think the almonds were as smooth as they could have been. I used <a href="http://www.turtlemountain.com/products/Coconut_Bev_Unsweetened.html">Turtle Mountain SoDelicious UNsweetened coconut milk </a>instead of almond milk and I believe that worked just perfectly. Thick and creamy yet not sweet or coconut-y. I also used 1/2 cup of Nutritional Yeast because I really wanted a "cheesier" flavor and bright color. I'd maybe back down to 1/3 cup but overall I am SOO very pleased with how it turned out. I can't wait to try it again with the original ingredients. <br />
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Today, January 1st, 2011, I am thankful for all the positive energy a new year brings. For all the hopes, dreams, wishes and intentions for a great new year all coming together. I am thankful for the feeling of a fresh start- though each day gives us that chance, the energy of a new year is just bigger. <br />
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I recently got a book called Attitudes of Gratitude by M.J. Ryan. I'll be reading this and hoping to use it in developing a strong practice. :)Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-92155405273515581372010-12-31T12:11:00.000-05:002010-12-31T12:11:09.437-05:00And here is My Official 2011 ListSo the Bucket List remains the same.<br />
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<ol><li>Over the course of the year donate 65-70lbs of fat energy and maintain that. </li>
<li>Get my own dog! </li>
<li>Take pictures for and make a 2012 Calendar</li>
<li>Enter at least 4 photos in the Medina County Fair</li>
<li>Build my ViSalus business to the point that I am self-sustaining! National Director</li>
<li>Develop photography skills - do more photo shoots and group explorations! At least 6 photo shoots with models/friends and 6 explorations.</li>
<li>Develop business plan for photography business</li>
<li>Go hiking at least 4x </li>
<li>Go camping at least 2x</li>
<li>Become a Tea Connoisseur- learn the art, methodologies, history, etc<b><br />
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<li>Run a 5K</li>
<li>Run a 10K </li>
<li>Raise money for Alzheimer's Research- participate in a Memory Walk</li>
<li>Cleanse, De-clutter & Purge un-needed items- SIMPLIFY my life</li>
<li> Do PIN UP calendar- as the model!</li>
<li>Transition to a more whole foods and vegan diet</li>
<li>Watch at least 1 Cary Grant film a month</li>
<li>Improve my Photoshop Skills</li>
<li>Go on 2 Wine Tours</li>
<li>Blog at least 1x a week</li>
<li>Go to the Arnold and take lots of pictures!</li>
<li>Vacation out of state- NYC, FLA, Portland, or OBX?</li>
<li>Do 100 Push Ups</li>
<li>Spend more time with family</li>
<li>Everyday find at least one thing to be Grateful for. Attitude of Gratitude</li>
<li>NO ice cream in 2011</li>
<li>Sugar Detox- this will go in line with other parts of the diet shift- but won't coincide with the wine tours!</li>
<li>Shop at more Farmer's Markets</li>
<li>Grow some herbs and veggies</li>
<li>Develop Yoga Practice</li>
</ol>Its a big list I guess! Many things will overlap and many are processes that I hope to say I developed and/or completed by this time next year. Somethings are just plain accomplishments with deadlines. I know it seems like a lot but I should be able to accomplish this list. :)<br />
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BRING IT 2011!Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-72705864833238552292010-12-28T10:19:00.001-05:002011-01-02T21:56:43.689-05:00Reflections on 2010I am going through my lists of last year. I went through my blog posts. A couple of things stood out to me.<br />
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First, I need to blog more! LOL When I blog I tend to stay on fire. I guess I felt like no one was really reading it anyway so I stopped, but I need to keep at it! I was amazed at the things I wrote. As I re-read the posts, I was like - Wow, I wrote that? LOL<br />
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Second piece edited out for personal reasons. <br />
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Third- Here is my blog post from last year<br />
<h3 class="post-title entry-title"><a href="http://healthgirlscomp.blogspot.com/2009/12/bucket-list-2010.html">Bucket List & 2010</a> </h3><div class="post-header"></div>So the holiday season has kept me abundantly busy at work. I have been super busy and sick on top of it. Great combination to wipe someone out. During my brief downtimes I came up with a bucket list. I won't accomplish all this in 2010. Its meant to be more of a long term list. I would love to accomplish some select things. I will highlight those...<br />
<span style="color: #ff6666;">BUCKET LIST</span><br />
<ol><li style="color: #33ccff;">Go Skydiving</li>
<li>Ride horses again</li>
<li>Photograph in Africa</li>
<li>Photograph in Galapagos</li>
<li style="color: #33ccff;">Compete in Figure/Bikini Contest</li>
<li>Learn to fire a gun</li>
<li>Take martial arts class (tbd)</li>
<li>Learn to ballroom & Latin dance</li>
<li>Run a 5k</li>
<li style="color: #33ccff;">Play the guitar</li>
<li>Run my own photography business</li>
<li style="color: #33ccff;">Do 100 push ups</li>
<li>Go to England</li>
<li>Go to Italy</li>
<li>Make my own pasta from scratch</li>
<li>Do pin up calendar</li>
<li>Go downhill skiing</li>
<li>Accomplish the these yoga poses: Scorpion, Crane, Headstand, Wheel- variations too</li>
<li>Own and train dogs</li>
<li>Go ice skating in Central Park</li>
<li>Visit NYC</li>
<li>See the Redwoods in California</li>
<li>Visit Portland, OR</li>
<li>Hike the Appalachian Trail</li>
<li><span style="color: #33ccff;">Do a fitness photoshoot- as the model not photographer!</span></li>
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<span style="color: #ff99ff;">2010 Goals-</span><br />
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1. Hit goal weight<br />
2. MAINTAIN healthy goal weight. (may fluctuate from comp weight)<br />
3. Compete with my Diva friends in at least one show.<br />
4. Do fitness photoshoot as model<br />
5. Do pin up calendar<br />
6. Do photoshoots for friends and new clients<br />
7. Go skydiving<br />
8. Increase Photoshop skills<br />
9. Get more photography equipment<br />
10. Go hiking and camping at least 3x !<br />
11. Enter photos in contests<br />
12. Go on at least 1 wine tour<br />
13. Do 2010 Calendar<br />
14. Run a 5k<br />
15. Learn one ballroom dance<br />
16. Go ice skating in central park (this may have to wait til Jan 2011 depending on my job situation)<br />
17. Consume more organic foods<br />
18. Be more environmentally friendly<br />
19. Learn more about Alzheimer's<br />
20. Put scrapbook together for my grandma (to help her with her struggle with Alzheimer's)<br />
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I'll say that I didn't accomplish all that much on my list. :( I did accomplish a lot not on the list though. I have 2011 already ramped up to achieve quite a bit off the Bucket List and Goal List. New Goal List coming soon. I just thought it was good to reflect on 2010 first.<br />
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I really did learn a lot this year. Even though I didn't make all my goals it sure wasn't a wasted year.Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-66516561636242132852010-12-06T23:33:00.000-05:002010-12-06T23:33:34.629-05:00Motivational Quotes...<span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif; font-size: large;"><span style="color: magenta;">"We are repeatedly what we do. Excellence, then, is not an act, but a habit."</span></span>— Aristotle<br />
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<span style="font-size: 26px;"><span style="color: darkgreen;">"Chase down your passion like it's the last bus of the night." </span></span>~ Glade Byron Addams <br />
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I'm feeling great. More energy and really excited about the direction my life is headed.<br />
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Life is GOOD. :)Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-73839959846855849282010-11-10T08:21:00.000-05:002010-11-10T08:21:41.037-05:00Day TWO of my ViSalus 90 Day ChallengeDay Two is here!! :)<br />
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Day One was a success!<br />
I ate healthy and I wasn't starving all day. These shakes taste wonderful and they are filling. The nutrition packed into them is amazing and it makes me feel good to know I am getting quality nutrients.<br />
I discovered Coconut Milk last night!!! OH MY! It was like heaven! I used frozen peaches, coconut milk and blended it up in my magic bullet. SUPER YUMMO!!! It was like ice cream! This morning I used bananas and ice and it was much more drinkable instead of eatable. :P Frozen bananas would have made it like ice cream again.<br />
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I have more energy today. Not sure what its from, but I'm rolling with it! It feels awesome to feel good!Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-41817142362300629862010-11-09T10:45:00.000-05:002010-11-09T10:45:55.777-05:00Day ONE of my ViSalus 90 Day Challenge<div style="color: magenta;"><span style="font-size: large;"><b>DAY ONE!</b></span></div><br />
Day One is always a good day. Fresh start, new program. It always feels good to me. It feels like I get a new chance to make my dreams and goals happen. On the down side, it means pictures. I hate taking pictures and measurements. I know I will be proud of the changes I make but UGH!<br />
It hurts to look at where I am. I have to accept that I let myself go, that I was hurting and the only way I made myself feel better was with food. I have to accept that I hid away, slept a lot and that meant not exercising much at all. It hurts to face the pains that brought me to this place, but its okay. I'm safe and and filled with hope. My current state of being is only temporary. I will change my body with proper nutrition and exercise. I will also love it for keeping me safe, being strong enough to carry the extra baggage when my mind and heart couldn't. <br />
Today is DAY ONE of an awesome opportunity. I GET TO make healthy choices. I GET TO be positive. I GET TO track my progress from this point forward. And one day I will GET TO be an inspiration hopefully to someone else. I GET TO use my weight loss and health building to encourage others and earn income while doing it. Today, I start a new chapter that will lead to many more positive chapters in my life!<br />
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My SUPER YUMMY ViSalus shake this morning was an Eggnog Shake. I used a raw egg in it (I guess I've never been afraid of that....) pumpkin pie spice, almond milk, ice cubes and 2 scoops of Vi-Shape powder. It was SOOO fantastic and filling!<br />
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<b>Starting Measurements:</b><br />
Weight- 206<br />
Chest- 41" / 38" (across breasts / above)<br />
Waist- 31" ( this one is particularly painful!)<br />
Hips/Butt- 46" / 48"<br />
Thighs- widest and above knee - 30" / 21"<br />
Arms-13.25"<br />
Calves-15"<br />
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I am resisting the urge to bawl my eyes out and begin a tirade of hateful self flagellation. Instead I am saying thanks to my body for the good blood work I had, for not failing me despite my failing to care for it properly and for protecting me the best way it knew how. The transformation and healing have begun. I can't wait to post the end results on Day 91. You won't see pics until then!<br />
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If anyone wants to join in, check it out:<br />
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<a href="http://www.now.org/issues/health/loveyourbody_quiz.html"><img alt="Take the Body Image Quiz" border="0" height="190" src="http://www.now.org/images/quiz.jpg" width="146" /></a><br />
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I'm always so hard on myself and my sense of worth is directly related to how I feel about my body. So I decided that I would list some reasons to LOVE my body instead of endlessly focusing on it's flaws.<br />
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Reasons to LOVE my body-<br />
<ol><li>It is still working after all the abuse I dish out!</li>
<li>I have all limbs and faculties in place!</li>
<li>I have a nice smile</li>
<li>I have a great and inviting laugh (I am told you can't help laughing when I laugh)</li>
<li>My muscles gain strength easily</li>
<li>At peak, I have a great hourglass shape. Even under the fluff its there though, so I'm including it!</li>
<li>I have a keen and discerning sense of smell. </li>
<li>I have nice hair.</li>
<li>I have attractive hands.</li>
<li>My body constantly regenerates- out with the old dying cells and in with the new! Its amazing what our bodies do!</li>
</ol>This was harder than I initially thought it would be. My mind threw out a bunch of negatives immediately because those things are practiced and said over and over. I am committing to saying 3 positive things about my body each day. I certainly have less desirable things happening with my body right now, but I will make it a practice each day to focus on the good things and be thankful!Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3216571498930042604.post-4748664209953974462010-10-18T16:56:00.000-04:002010-10-18T16:56:57.099-04:00Eat Clean Diet Makeover Challenge!I have decided that I must walk before I run. I can't sprint my way through a marathon.<br />
If I am totally honest with myself. this weight is more about emotional hang ups and poor coping strategies more than it is about loving food. I do love food. Don't get me wrong! LOL<br />
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Lately I have been depressed from moving and being in an environment that I am not happy in. I sleep a lot- I feel so tired! I have also been eating more. More junk! My "cheats" have a high caloric impact. I've really tripped myself up and now I'm just feeling sad. I'm sad I have to work so hard to like myself. I'm sad I've let myself get this way again. I'm sad I never reached my goals.<br />
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In an effort to stop trying to sprint through a marathon- where I always end up falling apart, I am signing up for a challenge that has a great time frame to work with. I am entering the <a href="http://www.eatcleandiet.com/contests/?id=12">3rd Annual Eat Clean Diet Makeover Challenge!</a> Aside from reaching my physique and eating habits goals, I will also win a trip to Toronto for a photo shoot! A one hour consult with Tosca Reno! AND $3000! I am going to win. And I am going to win by changing my mindset. My relationship with food will change and so will my relationship with myself.<br />
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I'm very excited about this. I have to do pictures and measurements. So officially I won't start until Thursday. Unless I can figure out how to get pictures done sooner. It also gives me some time to get some more groceries in the house and meals prepared.<br />
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I am a winner! And I want to make this transformation! I WILL SUCCEED! <br />
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</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I've been doing a lot of soul searching this year. My heart and soul have been broken and beaten down. I've not known which directions to go, I've been unsure of myself, and the layer of protective fat has come off and been put back on like a fearful child wrapping themselves in a security blanket. This journey is so much more than just "sucking it up" and eating what you should, exercise when you should and not doing or eating the things you shouldn't. I've uncovered a lot about myself. What I've come up with is that<u> I can't beat myself into a different place. I only end up more wounded</u>. I am battered by the world, I don't need to follow the same methods! I need to love myself. I need to accept myself. Sometimes my superiors are shocked when they see how hard I am on myself and until very recently I didn't see why they were surprised. My standards for myself are high- at many times rigid and unattainable. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">When I fail to live up to these standards the internal lashings begin. I was told from an early age that I needed to be better. The messages sent to me either directly or indirectly was: <i><b> </b></i></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><i><b>1- I was in the way. </b></i></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><i><b>2- My needs were always a burden. Other people were more important. </b></i></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><i><b>3- I needed to be the best to have any worth or value. </b></i></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><i><b>4- Creative skills were nice but I wouldn't get anywhere in life with them. I would never make any money.</b></i></div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><i><b>5- "You're nothing but a bratty tomboy. You'll never grow up to be anything." </b></i> </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">Yes, number 5 is true. It was spoken to me by my FIRST GRADE teacher. I've run from that statement my whole life. I buried that one deep but its there. It has haunted me. The reason the teacher went psycho on me is really unknown. I was in an advanced reading section with other students and I was reading out loud and stumbled on a word. I don't know why she freaked but apparently that was the trigger. And PS- nothing shows other kids that something is okay like an adult doing that thing. The rest of my elementary school experience was awful. Five more years of torment and lack of friends. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I guess I shouldn't wonder why I've always been worried about what people think of me and if they are being genuine. Trust issues? Yeah, just a little. I hate always wondering if I'm acceptable. And in the end, I often choose to not accept myself. So even if others do accept me, I still struggle to accept myself. Good and bad... </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I'm coming to terms with the messages I heard when I was young. I unfortunately added them into my internal dialogue and over the years, the variations of hateful messages I have said to myself have compounded. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I have gifts in the creative arts. I am grateful for them. I am thankful for having the ability to see things in the light that I do. It is hard for me to not rip apart my photographs for what they ARE NOT, but I am slowly coming to love what they ARE. As for making money? Well, If I had tackled some of this long ago, I am sure I would be making money using the creative gifts I was given. One day I will and I will knock that message clear out of my mind. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">I still put everyone before myself. If I do take something for myself- time, an extra cookie at Christmas, whatever... I feel guilty. I feel bad for having something that someone else doesn't. I received a very prestigious award at work last quarter. I was in the TOP 10 of the Region. We have over 500 reps. I was so very proud of this but downplayed it so others wouldn't be upset. Seeing other people happy makes me feel good. Over the years I have learned though, that not everyone puts everyone else first. So if I don't make choices to put my needs first, I may find myself trampled on. And I have been trampled on a lot!!</div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"> </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">So I have a ton to work on. But I know that with LOVE I can do this. Really it boils down to loving myself and being okay with that. I need to believe in myself. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">A work in progress I am. </div><div style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;"><br />
</div><span style="font-family: Verdana,sans-serif;">More fitness related posts later, but this one I needed to write out. </span>Healthgirlhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/00841839427898743893noreply@blogger.com3